My subscription is gone...oh well. I don't know that I feel like renewing it. I am watching money thanks to a checking account fiasco last week...Mom's checking account that is. I have bounced a check exactly once.
Mom bounces them exactly...once a day...just kidding...but it's frequently.
Yeah, yeah...stop saving her ass.
I would really like to.

Speaking of asses and Mom and saving...I need to get off my bum and get to Mom's and give her some gas money and oil change money so she can come and take Becca to her Girl Scouts sleep over. I am not leaving my sick husband alone all night. I also need to find them both sleeping bags.
I got the healthy snack, the pretzels for something called "Gorp" ...which sounds very unhealthy, and I would like to buy her some trendy PJs...like I said, I am watching money. I allot myself a certain dollar amount each week. I have more in the bank...but I don't bother it. If I am out of the allotted amount...I am out of money. Please think about that when you are saying how lucky I am ...blah, blah...no fair...blah... It isn't anymore than most people make in a week of working an office job...possibly less.
I am careful with it.

I am also trying to help my girlfriend out. Her guy left her for another woman...well, actually he was hoping she would let him have her AND the other woman. She said she didn't think so.
All he left behind was a ton of bills including a mortgage. But it is a small one and nearly paid off. I am trying to get it completely paid off, and then she will not have that hanging over her head.
She wants to pay me back, but making another debt would defeat the purpose of paying off the house in the first place.
But anyway, between that and Mom's 500 dollar check writing spree...I am a bit short.
And yeah...I had to break the rule of not spending anymore than allotted...emergencies don't count. And I feel keeping my Mom out of jail and getting the checks covered and/or paid before extra charges are applied, qualifies.

Again...I don't want her to try and pay me back...I would just be giving it right back to her because she cannot afford to pay me back.
That is the big secret nasty about loans...if you need one then you probably cannot afford whatever you are taking the loan out for.
This is in many cases...not all...but definitely many.

Have a good day.

I am drinking coffe, eating Buffy, and watching jelly belly beans, I am listening to my own creation that I made in Audacity ...fun little free program.
I can sing a little bit i guess...

ah...something my Mom actually gave to me! Mom sings too...both parents draw.
Ah...something else. I needed that.

If you don't watch my other account...I have a lump on my breast...and I'm scared ...I'm really scared.